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Someone help me.


Please.

Cyberbullying

Okayy.
This is my english homework, that is meant to be a blog, so i thought i'd post it on here to make it a bit more realistic!
[btw, this story isnt true, so dont worry yourselves guyss!!]
Please comment on how you think it is,,
Ta, :)

Facebook. MySpace. Bebo. Twitter.
Had any of them?
Want any of them?

Slag. Slut. Cow. Bitch.
Had any of them?
Want any of them?

How would you like it to find abusive comments written all over one of your ‘friends’ profile page on Facebook? How would you like it of you felt so scared you couldn’t face school? How would you like it if you felt so alone and depressed in the world you were contemplating suicide?

YOU WOUDN’T.

I know I certainly didn’t.

For two years, I was continuously slagged off, teased and taunted, all in the name of ‘fun’.
Fun it was definitely not.

It all started when I got Facebook. Some people from my school added me, and I accepted them. At first, it didn’t seem like much, just some people writing things on my wall, and I deleted them. But, soon, I couldn’t ignore them, and things went rapidly from bad to worse. I soon found that a group had been set up, an anti-me sort of thing. That was when I started bunking school.

I just couldn’t face up to all the mocking, and seeing all the laughing faces that haunted my dreams. Life was becoming all too soon completely unbearable, and I would refuse to go on the computer, turn on my phone, and answer anyone’s calls.

I became a prisoner of myself.

I couldn’t stop thinking of all the things they’d said and done. I couldn’t stop thinking about how terrible I was. I couldn’t help thinking…what if they were right?

What if I really was hated by everyone? What if I really was unlovable? What if I really should die? Would anyone really miss me?? All the questions spun in my head, making my life even harder to cope with.

But I was lucky.
Just when I thought I was the ugliest, most disgusting creature in the whole universe, and that no one would, or could ever love me again, I was saved.

I really did have friends. And they really did care. And I’m still here today because of them.

But my case wasn’t a one off.
It happens all the time.
It could even be happening to you, or one of your friends.

Cyberbullying.
Watch out, YOU COULD BE NEXT.

Happiness

Ok,
So here i am,,

just to keep a certain Alexandra happy :)

but it's fun :p

anyhoo,,
keeping it brief
[coz i'm meant to be cooking my dinner]
but just leeting the [very few] peoplee who look at my blog know that i'm still here,,i'm still struggling with aching/killing teeth,, and i'm still a red head :)
but i'm getting my hair cut soon. i hope :)

anyway, gtg peeps, before i'm shouted at again!

ilu
<3

Wales!!!!!

Oh dear. I havent done a blog post in ages!! [as Aleex kindly pointed out for me last nite!!] So here i is.

This year we went on holiday to South Wales for a week. It was nice as we'd never been to there before. It wasn't too hot or too cold, which was nice, but we all managed to get wind burnt and look like human lobsters. Lol :)

We stayed in a village called Solva, which was very nice and cute with a harbour thing that when the tide went out u could walk all the way out to sea!

I went paddling a few times, and came to the conclusion that the sea is vair vair cold, espeshally on a windy, freezing day.

I also kept up [my] tradition of writing in the sand to Aleex. Here is what i wrote [it's vair interesting...]
Now incase u cant read it [cos it is a bit small] it says: 'To Aleex, wish u were here!! Love Helen xoxo. =)
I took some [better] pics on Dad's camera, but the film is still in the machine :(
So, untill i get my Disney pics scanned on, it's goodbye from meee!! xoxoxox

Summer hols!!!!!!!! =]

Wooooop!!! It's the summer hols!!! Lie-ins!!! =]

A few things have happened recently. Firstly, a few weeks ago, me and my school went to Disneyland paris [but more of that when my pics are developed :p], I have had my hair cut [see pic] and i got [wait for it], A* in my english coursework!! I've never got more than a B before, so I was so happy! :) I didnt really think it was very good as I just repeated myself over and over and over but apparently my teacher thought it was good so that's fine by me!!

My new hair style:

Hmm, well that's kinda it, :)
xxxxxxx

Um, yes...

Hello!! I seem to be having problems thinking of titles recently. I bet you really wanted to know that. =D

Today [well, this morning] I've been doing my english coursework on the Titanic. It was pretty boring. I hope it's good enough for my teacher. But hey.

On thur me and people from my school [jo, sarah, andy, judy etc] are going to Disneyland Paris!! :D I'm reallly excited [but slightly apprehensive] as it will be my second time of being abroad [first time, I was 2].

Yesterday me et ma famille went to Suffolk to see my great auntie Hazel. We also saw Jonathon [and his partner Kim and son Robert] and we also saw Joe and Nicky [and their dog]. It was fun and we had scones with jam and cream at Joe and Nicky's and I gave my dad a LOT of cream :P on his ones. Then we went drove home and I spent the time reading 'Angus, Thongs and perfect Snogging' [bought it in Bury St Edmunds] and trying to sleep.

That's all :)

Erm, not too sure what the title is...

I'm backkk!! No, don't groan. It's not very nice. [Sorry, I'm really tired and coming out with the STUPIDEST things today, so don't mind me].

Recently, my life's been quite calm, but a few weeks ago [i think it was 2], moi, sarah, jo et judith had a FAB piqnique [sp?] in the park. We ate a lot [well, i say we, i mean, er, me...], gatecrashed [well, kind of] the kiddies play area, ate a bit more, played Twister :D, ate some more, played in the kidies area again, ate a tiny bit more, then attemped to play badminton, ate a little mini petite bit more, then flopped back to sarah's house. Here are some of our [amazing] pics [ha!] to show u how much fun we had.Our picnic!! [Before we ate it...]
Me, Jo and Sarah :)

Big kid :p
Frisbee face :p

A Judy-Roll!!

Ahh, yer, we had a gooooooood time!!
Apart from that tho, nm has really happened. Apart from Andy being taken off the Disneyland trip and then being back on. It's nearly Disneyland!! Woop!! :D But yeah. Tomorrow I'm going to work with my mum as it's a 'Take your Child to Work' day [basically a chance to get all my year out school while the year six's come and visit].
So, bye for now :) xx